I got some crazy news today. I found out that my tax return is going to be around $5,000. This made me beyond happy. Even if it is only $3,000 - that is more than enough to get back on my feet. I can't believe it. My car is falling apart. I need $1000 dollars to pay the housing authority. Once they are paid, I will be able to get some type of assisted housing. I can't believe that as worried as I have been - things are really going to be okay. I can finally have the life that I want to live. And way sooner than I thought I would. It's going to be hard but I have to keep myself in check. I need to make sure that I am doing everything I need to do to keep things peaceful at home. Just hang in there, Barb. Your time is coming soon. Soon you can make videos. Soon you can create online courses. Soon you will have the life you deserve. Just you and your kids again.
I found this message on 12/1/18. Guess who stayed another year? I had the money and guess what I did with it? I put almost $3,000 down on a car for the both of us. I barely ever get to drive it. Will doesn't let me. What did staying another year get me? Absolutely nothing. I went to breakfast with Will today and Christina and her Mom came. Mark, a guy that works at Wal-Mart and has a crush on Christina showed up as well. He was angry and threw a fit. He barley talked to me at breakfast or after. I cried in the car. He didn't care. He will never care. Don't waste another year on this man, Barb. Get the fuck out NOW.
This blog is all about my journey to getting healthy both mentally and physically. I have spent many years in a place where I was not very happy. Whether it was self inflected or just fate is irrelevant. I want to make a change. I am going to begin putting my life into a whole new perspective. This is my time. Stick around to find out all about what's coming. Follow me on my journey.
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